Hey! so thanks for posting this winterhoax. it really ruined my reputation. no worries, i dont know if this is gonna matter for others but i did do few things to improve my mistakes.
so as a first thing, i have removed all the leaked addons. we did not know it was leaked ones until we tried to upload it. this addons are not mine actually. our CMO gave it to us. he told me it was legally bought. he even said he spended 50$ i shouldn't have trusted him without any proof of purchase, but yeah i did ask for it after. but my question was ignored.

Now, about illegal whmcs, well not anymore.. i have bought whmcs legally. 
about my staff member that DDoS'ed hetzner nodes.. man he had perms to do that. he was testing their ddos protection. also, he was demoted already. and being winterhoaxed is not the reason.
about my friend, real who gave you all those screenshots.. well yeah i did pay him more than he needs to be paid. it was just a misunderstanding. i do not scam. specially if its a close friend.
yes, i dont understand paypal fees. i was new to paypal. also, my paypal is verified already.
About using leaked Zeltux.. well i have discussed with the CEO of zeltux and we recently did a deal.

I do tell my clients about the bot not working in music. and on that screenshot, that is a trial node we got from a provider. and my staff sent you the image. nice way to put my company inside this tbh. 
about that screenshots of directleaks... i was only asking him if it was legit. i dont even have membership their.. 
and the rude talk with Real, the red hidden guy.. was a joke.. when sending him the payment, i even said that...
anyways thanks to @ShinyPlasm for posting these. that motivated me to not do anything bad in the future. also motivated me to not trust friends. :0